Shit hit the fan - DD3

I’d been flying for over a month — in complete flow. Creativity came naturally. Connections arrived with ease. I didn’t need to find clarity; it found me. My intuition lit up the path as I walked it.

The latest venture? A job in door-to-door sales. Exciting — and more importantly, a challenge I felt ready to take on.

I’m eight days in, and already I’m a better version of myself. When you spend hours rehearsing scripts, facing rejection, and learning the art of human interaction, it changes you.

But in chasing this challenge, I let go of what I’d once taken for granted: a sleep and eating schedule, a steady income, and a job that kept me physically active. Suddenly, I was living in dysregulation — chaos, wrapped in a vehicle for growth. I forgot how much I needed routine, and how deeply it fuels my mind and body.

As the days rolled on, I started to feel a growing disconnect from the things that light me up. Sales became a new passion — but the rest of me was in free fall.

Today marks the first step back. The reawakening. I see now what’s been missing: foundational habits that help me show up as my best self. I’m ready to reintroduce them, humbled by this short and powerful downfall.

The reason I took this job was to grow — to learn how to sell, connect, and communicate. These are the human skills that lead to a fulfilling life. I don’t know if it’ll work out. But I do know one thing:

I’m going to give it everything I’ve got.

Rejection doesn’t scare me. What terrifies me is turning away from challenge out of fear.
Fear kills more dreams than trying ever did.
And I refuse to give in.

Doubt will always rear its head — and that’s okay.
A good friend once reminded me: when you feel low, accept it. Nurture it. Give yourself grace.
Let it move through you and come back stronger.

You can’t fight your feelings — they’re part of the journey, part of you.
But you can make a decision.
A decision not to give up.
A decision to use adversity as the battleground to fortify your warrior spirit.

A decision to fight for who you can become.
To fight for who you already are, deep within.

Stay strong my friends,

I love you,

Morgan